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Lots of people have been asking me about my piano and I guess I should update you guys on that.IT IS GONE.And I was right there when they rolled it away.How sad.At least my mom shifted one of the sofas to where the piano used to be,so I don’t have to see the emptiness of that spot.

We had an ‘engineering’ barbeque today.Eventhough there were not as many people as expected,we had so much fun!After the barbeque,QiGuang fetched me home,and it was so nice sitting in his car.Oh FYI,my favourite car is Honda Accord.But if I can’t get one,I would be happy with a Myvi.LOL,one so big,one so small,but who cares.I like it.Anyway,I had a minor heart attack on the way home.It was so scary,I thought I cannot see *ahem ahem* anymore!!Hahaha ok ok,exaggarating a little.Thank goodness QG got good driving skills.It was really close though.

Have been sleeping at 1am every night this week.Assignments,projects,studies,so many things to do man.Gambatte Kim!!!!I can do it.Finals are only about 3 to 4 weeks away…ahhhh…..so nervous.GAMBATTE GAMBATTE~~~!!

On a lighter note,I like Kahlen so much!She’s the runner up for America’s Next Top Model.She’s so different from some of the other girls who like to talk bad about people behind their backs,backstab them,and other terrible stuff.And she’s so cute and funny!And she’s so pretty too!Aih,wish I had her body.Hahaha,just kidding.I’m happy with what God gave me ^.^

Time to continue with my computing project.Yay!!Tomorrow going back to Seremban.Can see baby JiaHui and my po po.But I will miss him so much!!!!!Aiyoyo..cannot like this.Ok ok,concentrate.One more.GAMBATTE KIM LOW!!!!!!!

Anyone who knows where I can get the music score for Free Loop?If any of you have it,or know how to get it,please  please please please inform me.I owe you one.

My mom told me yesterday,that some guy would be coming to take my piano this Saturday.The piano which cost my mom RM6500 is now only worth RM1500.And despite the ‘rugi-ness’,my mom insisted on selling my piano since I won’t be around for at least 2 years and she doesn’t want it rotting in the house with the value of 2-pedal pianos decreasing by the minute.

It might not be worth much in terms of money,but it’s priceless to ME.I might not play it everyday,and I might not have touched it for the past month,but I still love my piano!Ever watched the music video of Free Loop?Well,the guy(Daniel Powter) was in love(not in that sense) with this certain piano,and one day he managed to save enough money to buy it.But for some reasons, he had to sell it back to the shop and was hence ’separated’ from his beloved piano.HOWEVER,in the end,he managed to get it back.How I wish one day I could get back my piano,but that won’t happen in a million years.I don’t know how to describe this feeling I’m having.But it’s the same feeling as what Daniel Powter was trying to convey in that music video.

For your information,my piano isn’t one of those Grand Pianos with a capital ‘G’ and ‘P’. It’s just My Piano.I hope I have extra class this Saturday so I won’t be here to watch them roll it away..

Lost RM 150 today.That’s right, ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTY RINGGIT.Gone.Never to be seen again.Don’t ask me how I lost it,where I lost it,or anything you feel like asking.Because I do not have the answers!!I don’t even know WHEN I lost it.All I know is,I lost it.Sadness…

Well,maybe the one good thing about today is that I finally made perfect sense of what was being taught in Thermodynamics class and could do my Computing LabWork(which reminds me,I haven’t finished it).

Oh I made dinner myself.And it was so fun.I steamed 2 Chicken Pau and made 5 ‘tong yuens’.I just wish my mom let me cook this week.Eventhough the food might not have turned out nice,well,I’m the only one eating them.And if I don’t like them,I could have just swallowed it knowing that I brought it unto myself.LOL.After this,got to wash the plates,wash the clothes,hang them up,take the dry ones off the hanger,fold them,sweep the floor if I have time.Not to mention study,try to do Computing LabWork,miss him,wish that I could wish him goodnight,watch the Japan-Australia match,read my Bible,talk to God,then knock off.So many things to do,don’t do multi-tasking also cannot.I think that is one of my very few skills which I have learnt through the years and years of ‘putting-everything-off-till-it-all-accumulates-and-I-have-to-finish-them-all-at-once’.Wanna challenge me ar?Come ler..I not scared!LOL..

Ok…cannot talk so much..8pm already.Need to do all the stuff before 8.50pm.Japan!!!!NAKATA!!SHINJI ONO!!MARDHIAH,I STILL REMEMBER YOUR BELOVED!!

In the Bible,I have found comfort,peace, and assurance.Nothing else can give me such comfort,no one can say such kind words,no one can make so many promises and keep all of them..no one other than the Lord.

"The Lord healeth the broken in heart,and boundeth up their wounds"

Psalms 147:3

Left Heritage Hotel at 9,vomited at 10.30,reached home at 1 something.I don’t know why I always manage to keep it in on the way up,but I always vomit on the way down,EVEN WITH TRAVEL SICKNESS PILLS.Ish…

I learnt so many things this week that have strengthened me as a Christian and that brought me even closer to the Lord.I can’t believe how much the conference this year has affected my life.This was my 3rd time to the conference,hopefully not the last.However it was only this year that I actually learned to treasure fellowship.I thought I was all ready to go to UK,but right now,I wonder how I would be able to leave all my friends and assembly members here after having such wonderful times together.

I’ll never forget the things I learned.Never forget the trip up to the tower,Marcus and Jon,the jokes we shared,the hymns we sang,the troubles we faced,the comforting talks,the great food,and the most amazing of all,watching shooting stars together last night.Believe it or not,I saw 6 shooting stars last night.But what touched me most wasn’t the fact that I got to see shooting stars for the first time in my life,but instead the people I shared that with.I wonder when’s the next time we would get the chance to lie down on cement floor for star-gazing without even thinking about the dirt,sing our hearts out,freeze our fingers and toes off in the conference hall,chatting till 5 in the morning,sleeping on the floors and on each other’s laps,sing Tong Hua together,and everything else we did together.

Why do I have to leave when everything has just started falling into place?And it is true,it’s sadder to miss one person than to miss a whole group of people.I’m sorry.I am really sorry.