u n t i t l e d

Does it still hurt when you see me cry?

Or do you just feel empty inside?

Does it hurt when I’m not by your side?

Or is there someone new to take my place next to you?

Do you still want me near to pick you up when you fall?

I know I do.

It hurts when you’re so near,

yet so far,

When I love all the times we spent together,

But force myself to forget,

And when I go to places we’ve been to together,

But you’re not here to hold my hand.

It hurts to see that you can lead a normal life without me,

Because I know I can’t live life the same way without you.

To sing the songs we sang together,

alone.

They say that when you’re in love,

the world seems brighter.

Now I know that it’s true,

Because everything now seems to be in black and white.

But the only thing I hope for right now,

Is that you won’t feel

The way I do.

Hou cham ar!!!Mou yam gung ar!!!Falling sick before exams is not fun.NOT FUN AT ALL!!!!!!!My nose is running faster than Marion Jones or whoever the fastest runner in the world is right now.No mood to write already.

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you’d be around
Uh huh
That’s right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That’s right

If someone said three years from now
You’d be long gone
I’d stand up and punch them up
Cause they’re all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I’d give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they’re long gone
I guess I just didn’t know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I’ll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won’t forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You’d be long gone
I’d stand up and punch them out
Cause they’re all wrong and
That last kiss
I’ll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew
hitz.fm

We had our second Engineering Fair today.And it was a blast!!It was way better and everyone was much more prepared compared to the first one.All the different projects and great ideas reminded me of why I chose to study engineering in the first place.Karen and I worked so well together and I felt that the outcome was superb =) Even the Registrar of Taylor’s College came to visit our booth and was so impressed..hehehe.

I’ve been trying to change my routine back to normal these 2 days and my eyes aren’t as sore as they were on Monday.At least with my computing project done,I didn’t need to sleep at 3am anymore.

Been so busy for the past 2 weeks that I can’t even log in to Friendster to write a few words here.Anyway,I went back to my secondary school today!!Hari Keusahawanan aka Entrepeneur Day.The last time I set foot in Sri Aman Secondary Girls’ School was when I went back to take my SPM results.And that was more than one and a half years ago.

The minute I stepped inside,I saw a friend whom I have missed for a long long time.And to my horror,tears started to well up and plus with the pain caused by my dry contact lenses,I started crying!!!!NOOOOO!!!!I was like…..WHY??????????WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?????Long-lost friend only ma,nothing wert.It was only a little,but still..aiyoyo,I don’t like being so emotional.It gets pretty embarassing at times.Sighs.

Anyway,it was so nice to finally meet up with old friends again,finally knowing where they’ve been and what they’ve been up to all this while.And finally getting the chance to speak Malay other than to the Kemas Jernih aunties and ‘kakak’s.

Met Derrick kor there too and he followed me back to Taylor’s because I needed to refer to the ‘proffesionals’ to get my program fixed and looking better and ready to show to the world.I’ll proudly tell them "This thing you see right here is the program which I have spent sleepless nights on,trying to make it work and ready for your entertainment purposes".I know that sounded wrong.Don’t worry.I didn’t include any 18SX stuff in it.Only 18SG,since there’s the F-16 plane and bombing and Pearl Harbour and stuff in it.

I have so so so many things to do and so much stuff to catch up with in my studies that I barely have time to breathe.Been sleeping late for 2 weeks now,probably the reason why my eyes have been so dry and painful.

I wish I could hug him right now,take a break from all the worries.